I Miss You Nolan

time is coming up on a year marking your exit from this world and i miss you more today than yesterday. we all smile but inside we cry. why did he have to take you away? i struggle for understanding. i don't know the meaning of forgiveness. everyone keeps saying if i don't forgive, it will slowly kill me. and i feel that they are right. i feel this rage slowly eating at my soul, tearing to get to my heart. and its so dark. its like when they took you they took the life out of my eyes. when they took your smile from our presence, they took away my happiness, your future, my future. damn i miss you man. now i know the true meaning of pain. they say time heals all wounds but i don't think this one will ever heal. we just have to learn to live with it, or without you. untill i see you in heaven, baby boy i love you!